Why is Everything So Difficult

On Tuesday (08/10/10) my grandmother passed away, this was not a shock she had cancer for years but just the same it was still very difficult. Her husband (my pap) passed January 1st of this year also. That is the most amount of people I have lost in a short amount of time. On top of that I am trying very hard to pass this course since it is my second stab at it and I am having a lot of troubles with the paper that I need to write. I am also trying to plan a wedding, a double wedding, with my sister that I am not even positive that I should go through with. How sad is that? Hopefully all of this choas will slow down and in the near future I will pass this class and everything will fall in to place.